I See You..!!

Empty bowels he does the show

- drank some inflammable

- ate chunks of fire

his mouth hurled a heavy blow,

flashes applause whistles

only the ear perceived,

its one another day again

no money no luck he has received.

Kohl in eyes, wearing anklets

dressed in fancy, like a puppet

bare foot wet in sweat

she dances under the sun

weak in hunger athirst for water

she feels her skin burn.

They flash on me, my eyes pain

I jump on floor, do I entertain?

a stick in hand, that's only my toy

I wave it in air, do they enjoy?

colors books choclates

are they meant for me?

No..!!.. it rues my heart

but still I smile

doesn't it shows the innocence in me?

'coz mom and dad I see you..

burning your body in the dragon job

breaking your feet to amuse the mob

no complaints, no regrets - just working

'coz for me I See You..

living hard earning pennies

to make the one another day

happy.

Desperate.... Never be..!!!

No dusk, no dawn,
hardly lied in yawn,

only the eyes unveil,

outrage, revenge & peril,

only to -

- battle, seize and rule

in bloodlust,

desert the world in-

- dark and dust.

Is this the creature,

blessed with brain?

Or the insane predator-

- only in vain.

But the almighty sees

everything, and

his mercy will prevail,

to put a dot

in this blood tale.

Don't you see,

in the gust and gush of disasters,

he warns the man,

"desperate.. never be..!!!"

Always to Cherish...

Some live long life,
some untimely die,

but-

the feelings and emotions,

the carings and creations,

the giveups and tries,

the laughs and cries

- of the coveted, who-

- always served with thrust,

never betrayed one's trust.

Dad...

your songs and stories,

now only the memories,

are never to vanish..

.. always to cherish.

Still here....

the finger I holded,
the footprints I followed,
the shoulders I sat on-
- played.. jumped and slept-
- on the only laps.

the words I uttered,
the lines I wrote,
the songs I sung,
the poems I knew,
the pat on back,
the bless on head,
the heaven in the hands,
the warms of arms.

the way I had-
the courage I had-
the pride I had-
the meaning I got-
- from you.. you went-
- but are.. still here.

So says My LUCK...

I'm blessed with something........
............. called luck
which favoured me always-
- no matter how apparent
- no matter how unseemed
I care it the utmost.

My misses viewed,
the favours as unfavours.
But found the unfavours-
- in my favour.

It's the thing,
that bends me like.. anything.

no matter how apparent,
no matter how virtual-
- I feel now,
I can....
I should...
I will....
So says my luck..

afterburns...

well...the day started with some of my unforgettable "afterburns"..i never like to let those moments to recollect again in my mind...but can't help it out...some way or other way they have become part of my life...nyways...was a bit upset in morning...the main reason of which was the irresistable..irritating..damn barks of the damn stray dogs which have a typical habit of barking just in front of my room's window...and these unusual barks were enough to take me out off my bed.......came out of my room...looked anxiously...saw the two freaky...slender..stray creatures..whose momma i think was so happy to keep them out from her in the early morning....luckily i found a medium size pebble....oops "ek teer se do nishaane"....well i know was the champ in playing "kanche" in my kiddy days...so with that so called "confidence" i focussed my aim to one of the freak in such a way that it will hit one in an angle and will be bounced to the other freak....and get set goooo....my pebble left my hand....but my physics of "angle n bounce" failed....instead of the dog's head it made a hard hit to one of the doors in the front building...shit !!!....then wat....i holded my shorts and ran back to my room....lol inside...but in my dirty anxiety peeped out my window...a man of my triple size was trying to search the mischief who has made the daring to wake him up..ok..tat too by banging his big door with a pebble...nyways...he cudn't find anything except the pebble and the two freaks still busy in their dirty...continuous barks...the bigg guy got frustated and made a grt hit to one of the kinky dogs with the pebble.....kai kai kai kai...they ran out like anyting...and my work was done...and then...tik tok tik tok ....it was already half past 7....get fresh..hav a shower..dress up..hav a chewgum..bus-stop..bus came..got a window seat..head-fones on..N I R V A N A starts..and the usual routine on the way for the whole day.................. ............don wanna discuss the office stuffs................................................ ......came back to my room with a grt mood (y i had a grt mood 'll release afterwards)...my stomach was burning...food food food...stepped in...nice movie was coming on HBO...did'nt even tot to ask the movie's name to my roommates...rushed to the kitchen...and wat i saw was really like leaving a thirsty man in the desert...the cook hadn't came yet and no food...with my lil gud luck i found a hot n sour soup packet...lying somwhr on the platform...prepared and had it...which was ok to my best...then wat...had some parathas outside...then again a chewgum...actually an orbit in night.. bfore u sleep.. gives a rest to ur brush being rubbed against ur teeth.... so..finally on my bed...and off for today......zzzzzzzzzzzzzz

after the dinner....

...so the dinner is over...cook was in a grt mood tday...tday his fav thing was the chilly...after eating his curry felt like we ate fire balls...no matter how mucch sugar/water we had afterwards...tomorrow morning will be horrible...nyways... the day was as usual ..same routine...slogging n slogging...meetings...and one of my gud frnd left for her home native... ...well i think i need a sleep now...but bfore tat i would thank one my gud frnds who gave me this blogger's address...her blog site i'll update in my nxt post...actually i forgot it ...to be frank.... so off for tday.....zzzzzzzzzzzzz